All my fathers had gone on down
to face the machine rolling on that
uphill chase—
the one that left you sticking on its
giant tongue
where footsteps are frozen and hands
are locked
and cheeks a-rushing and eyes wide
cocked—
So much a-rocking was this boy
and frightened when it was my time
to join the other young.
My special shirt and socks were draped
on folded sheets our mom’s patience
shaped
that morning when my reckoning day did
come—
the day when all us young males were
made
or dragged out spoiled to be slayed—
A day the Mall’s walkway beast
made a feast from so many of us
who
did succumb.
The inescapable encounter soon loomed
and heaved the youth toward certain
doom,
but I figured any death in me my father
could revive,
even if my time was up and number in
when he announced that all his kin
would ride the fiend and never die.
So as long as I was not to cry,
he said I might survive.
My big brother once surpassed it
and went on to live once he outlast it
even when he got his sleeve caught in
its pass.
But with that memory of his childhood
long past, I waited for my fate,
and when the platform started moving
I only could anticipate its grinding
teeth
upon my sorry ass!
Bigger guys went riding up its jaw
and rose atop intact and all but
gnawed,
so I stepped on the track to greet
their cheers
and saw them step from its sticky
tongue
while still alone, so shaken and
strung,
for my dad had left me in its eye
and riding upwards to the sky with a
five-year-old’s fears.
The end was near! but I shed no tear,
so I survived it and disembarked atop.
Very much alive, my innocence sheered,
the beast just disappeared.
--Porter Daryl's Poems
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