Punk

Pull that hood down over your eyes my friend
and hide away all those sweet pretty lies
for his stunts grant no redemption
from you sorrow-faced hollow folks—
For he’s bound to see your rose
melt away below his red nose
and have it killed in bicycle spokes.
For you know he’s up to no good
when he's invaded your neighborhood
with his smokes and grade school jokes.
And you’ll serenade his masquerade
by placing him on the grass, but when 
the crusade’s been run through know 
he’s just a young man made of glass.

So unless you’ve got your drive from living dead alive
without your garage bands or bandaged hands
you won’t roll with the punches or simply stand and spit.
Unless you sweat and swear
and they all land on "dare"
to experiment with a poison or passion unknown
in your second-story fantasia
crippled up with your aphasia—
you won’t know how often he's alone.

His presence drains his flesh dry the reward
for the plainspoken everyday good guy,
when the matches in his pocket burn
their holes into his thickened skin
that he’ll just refuse to feel.
For sure the fighting there can’t be real
as the tolerance of the air wears thin.
So he’ll find another place to go
and drop out in a fallout shelter far below
where the kids watch war films with a grin.
And you’ll go grenade his arcades
and trace his footsteps back, just to wade
through the school halls to find him in a
bathroom stall trading out his smack.

You’ll find if you try to get behind his eye
that the world was closing up around his knees.
And unless you’ve seen the streets
of children born without their sheets
you won’t see he’s got no one there to please.
And unless you’ve lost your grip
on the extent of your hip
at midnight roaming beneath the fenced-off trees,
with your renegade reasons
so regardless of the seasons
you won’t see why his life’s a giant tease.

So your idle infestation deems the punk
worthy of probation because he stunk
it seems—but he’s an uncultured chore
and the good rules must be blunt,
Just like how before the heaters come out
every fighter has his drought
until the energy in the rain ruins the runt!
But he’s still fartin’ around on Main
and feels he’s washing down the drain
when he’s bolting like a fox run in the hunt!
So betray the sun on his parade
while your years are fading,
and see if this useless wombat youth is worth
the toothless truth you're trading.

So unless you think you’re right you’re tangled up in spite
and you’re fighting no matter what the others say,
and unless those who share your mind
have been swallowed up—gone blind,
you won’t see why he’s still not one to stay.
Unless he grabs your ground
and leaves without a sound
and you’re warring nonstop with your tantrums—
Unless you got sick and twisted
and they want YOU enlisted,
you won’t see why at noon his darkness comes.

So go make the kiddo jealous of light
without the attitude of a sympathetic insight,
and waste plenty now on his every bone
while he stones his brain as an answer
to the fatalism of his day—
See he’s accepting of the end with delay
and temptation rotting like a cancer,
stinking of his Mary Jane pouches
left on his loft’s couch where he slouches
low to go watching the TV dancers,
gritting his teeth slow and going for a crusin'
down below, so you can see he’s got
his right hand on his demise while some
hide in the pride of a modest guise.

They’re shop patrons who go at gas stations
asking stupid questions like a hipster on drugs,
wearing commercial Ts and shorts cut off at the knees,
cigarette puffing, scratching at fleas
while under the cover of their stony bed like slugs.
They answer only to the guitar sage
and go without the nobility of their age
who act so smooth, hang dry, joke and belch
with their lewdness juvenile
when the nighttime is hostile
for the daytime’s not worthwhile to say
punch lines in guile for the lawman’s behalf!

But see past his vain and see he’s in pain
when he’s bathed in that TV light.
See him slouch down and go wiping his eyes
like the day’s shell is any good disguise
when he’s home all alone and
watching his shows all night.
He’ll be counting the changes he'll make
and be thinking too about loving right—
about where it’s all going that someday
when summer turns to fall in spite—
about finding a future before it’s too late
and how much more of this self-abuse
a young man of twelve can take.


--Porter Daryl's Poems

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